Often times, I find myself finishing stories assigned to me. However, I research only what is required for that task. This approach hasn’t helped me call myself an expert in it. And eventually I even forget what I had learnt. How do you approach a situation like this? It feels like I am doing tasks but not getting anywhere.
I love this question! I am very glad you are self-aware that your current model has limitations. When it comes to this topic, I have 2 big pieces of advice.
The main operating principle here is to explore anything where you don't feel like you have a core understanding of it. The classic example is fixing a bug where you have some hacky fix that technically addresses the issue, but you still don't know what the root cause is. In these scenarios, you should dig deeper to find the root cause, understand it, and then put out a proper fix.
The failure mode here is that you keep exploring as long as you feel like you don't have a 100% understanding. A true 100% understanding is usually impossible to get and its pursuit can easily lead to you rabbit-holing and wasting a bunch of time. More thoughts on that here: "How to avoid going down the rabbit holes when learning new things?"
This will help you retain the knowledge in particular. As an engineer, you should always be writing as a natural byproduct of what you're doing (i.e. it shouldn't feel like an extra thing):
Here's a good thread breaking this all down in more detail: "Tips for someone with poor working memory?"
Here are some courses that talk about this too:
totally agree with the curiosity part. but the curiosity part often comes from being genuinely curious/passionate about the topic. it's hard to fake curiosity (you could still dig in, but it would feel more like a grind and less of a rewarding experience)
in such cases do you recommend reconsidering what we wanna do in our career? like change domains, change career, etc. but obviously that's easier said than done...
any advice?
Great question! A course about broader career direction (which includes finding passion) is on my roadmap. If you aren't genuinely curious/passionate about something, it's usually due to 1 of 3 culprits:
I have seen a lot of people think that they are facing #2 when they are actually facing #3. When you are staring down a lack of enthusiasm, ask yourself if #3 is the real reason. You don't want to throw away a field you would really thrive in if you were to put in the effort. This is why I always tell people that having a good manager is the most important. Having a good manager solves so, so, so many problems.