Episode 3
I reneged the 6 month contract role at Amazon for the 12 month contract role at Meta before I started at Amazon. Then I wrote a big and honest apology to the person at Amazon that helped me get the role.
I have a chance to return to Amazon for a 6 month contract role. The same person that helped me get the contract before is offering to help me again. Hope to have him as a manager one day :).
I mainly want to take it because:
I am considering staying at Meta because it's only 6 months and instead of hopping around for contract roles, I should look for a full time role. My mental health has gotten really bad though, and I am not motivated to apply or work anymore. The environment change could help a lot.
I used to think Amazon treats employees poorly. Amazon is heaven compared to this :(. It's unreal how badly these companies are treating me.
Oof, sorry to hear about all this. The market truly is brutal ðŸ˜
You have laid out a good case to go back to Amazon. Hopefully they took the apology well and are willing to bring you back. I agree that in-person interaction is really helpful boosting your mental state (provided that you have a warm, supportive team of course).
Given the in-person nature of Amazon and the fact that you have worked there before, it will definitely help you convert it back into a full-time role.
Mental health is the most important; if the Amazon jobs gives you more mental peace, take it.
Main thing I'd say is to optimize for stability -- make a decision quickly and find stable ground. This will help with the mental health as well.